I wanted you to be here

I don’t mean to dance around the subject

The words won’t come out and I can’t focus

I don’t mean to run my mouth it’s hopeless

With no one to hear me would anyone notice?

Nothing ever goes the way you’d want it to

I wanted you to be here

Now I never wanna see you again

Nothing ever stays the same for long

I wanted to see life with you

Now I never wanna see you again

Days go by I used to run from the feeling

I used to get so high that I would stare at the ceiling

And think of you and all the things I could’ve said

And all the things I still regret and how I never got to

I never got to tell you the truth

Nothing ever goes the way you’d want it to

I wanted you to be here

Now I never wanna see you again

Nothing ever stays the same for long

I wanted to see life with you

Now I never wanna see you again