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Chasing The Ghost
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Chasing The Ghost was released on May 28, 2026 by HEX BLOOD as a part of the album Grave Shift
May 28, 2026
LabelHEX BLOOD
LanguageEnglish
BPM73
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

First time was the last time I felt real.
I been chasing the first high like I'm chasing a ghost
The ghost keeps moving further — I keep giving the most
Pop another just to get back to that feeling I lost
Every time I do the math the answer's what it cost
My body learned the ritual before my brain agreed
Now the ritual is the reason now the reason is the need
I don't do it for the high no more I do it for the floor
That familiar numb below the knee — that's what I'm looking for
Chasing the ghost — it ain't coming back
Chasing the first feeling down a one-way track
Everything I sacrificed to feel it one more time
Chasing the ghost — I crossed every line
Started counting days then stopped because the count made it real
Every sober morning is a wound that won't congeal
I flushed it once — I meant it — then I found it in my coat
That version of me that flushed it, I been eulogizing most
Friends see the outside and the outside learned to pass
The inside is a crime scene covered over with the mask
I been functional and hollow — that's the cruelest kind of sick
Looks like living from a distance — up close it's just a trick
Chasing the ghost — it ain't coming back
Chasing the first feeling down a one-way track
Everything I sacrificed to feel it one more time
Chasing the ghost — I crossed every line
...still chasing...
...ain't coming back...
grey.
Written by: Adrian Kaczmarek
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