Forsythia (レンギョウの旋律)

Silence in the shadow of night

Insecurities come to light

Blooming overnight like

The forsythia tree

Out the window from me

And every night the dark comes to illuminate my fears

As the yellow leaves of the forsythia disappeared

また感じて来た

言い方がわからないことが

英語には調べない言葉

日本語で勘違いしちゃった

桜の美しさ

決まり文句けど確か

みんながいうなら理由がありそう

見えなくなるかも、言わないと

Silence broken sharply at noon

Magnolias outside of our room

Blooming in the branches

Through the gaps I can see the forsythia tree

Framed in petals purple and cream

How the melodies of the forsythia sing to me

Searching in the dark for sunshine

Feeling out of place

Pointing at all of the others

Aren't they wicked and depraved

Sometimes we miss being toxic

It made us sick it made us change

Then we feel like if it's not pain

Then we might never feel a thing

Trying to fix a broken mirror

Without losing luck or face

Trying to solve systemic problems

Individually in vain

Falling for traps of sweet nostalgia

Moving backwards walk in place

Try to describe the otherworldly

With a song a simple phrase

しずかな夜の間

かたい あたま の なか

レンギョウの旋律しか

きこえなくなってきた