This might the first time

I've put myself first

Where my own self awareness is less of curse

This might be the first time

I'm actually proud

Where making mistakes is a thing that's allowed

I've spent every night writing words you won't read

I've spent every day wanting things I don't need

And now that we're here I know I'll be okay

I'll love again somehow, someway

Somewhere someday

This might be the last time

I see you for awhile

So I hope I succeeded in making you smile (at least once)

This might be the last time

That we say goodbye

When we're farther away we're less likely to cry

I've made bad decisions, neglected my health

I've spent my whole life in a war with myself

But now that we're here I know I'll be okay

I'll love again somehow, someway

Somewhere someday

Pain in the moment will one day feel far

You spend your whole life trying learn who you are

And now that we're here there's not much else to say

But you'll love again somehow someway

Somewhere someday

It'll be okay

It's okay

("I'm really proud of you, Ava. Your production, and your songwriting, and your singing is like, better than it's ever been. So I just wanted to tell you that I'm really proud of you, and all the things that you've been doing are in the right direction. Don't give up. It's, uh… you're becoming a rockstar.")