How This Felt

"I grabbed onto her skirt and I begged her not to leave"

"Then I watched her close the door and walk off down the hall"

"Never seeing her again"

"She had all of my attention"

"I had fallen in love with her"

"I believed that she could save me"

"Can you imagine how any of this felt?"

"Say something!"

"I stand here before you"

"Judge me, you bitch"

Can you feel me here where you left me?

Can you see me here waiting for you?

Are you listening to another heartbeat

Making those promises to someone else?

Can you hear me on the nights I wake

Screaming your name into an empty room?

Can you blame me for feeling this hatred?

All the years I've wasted

I am left devastated

"I had fallen in love with her"

"I believed that she could save me"

Come and share my suffering

Come and share my pain with me

Come and share these visions

Let me show you my version of hell

Come and share my suffering

Come and share my pain with me

Come and share these visions

Let me show you how this felt

"I begged her not to leave"

"And I watched her close the door and walk off down the hall"

"Never seeing her again"

Can you feel me here where you left me?

Can you see me here waiting for you?

Are you listening to another heartbeat

Making those promises to someone else?

Can you hear me on the nights I wake

Screaming your name into an empty room?

Can you blame me for feeling this hatred?

All the years I've wasted

I am left devastated

"I believed that she could save me"

Come and share my suffering

Come and share my pain with me

Come and share these visions

Let me show you my version of hell

Come and share my suffering

Come and share my pain with me

Come and share these visions

Let me show you how this felt

Let me show you how this felt

Let me show you how this felt

"She had all of my attention"

"I had fallen in love with her"

"I believed that she could save me"

"Can you imagine how any of this felt?"