Smoke One

I'm pissed off Stressed out I just need to smoke one Lately I've been feeling like I get along with no one My minds gone I'm so drawn Held up in the moment But once I walk up out that door No telling where I'm going I'm going I'm going Yeah I'm really about to go in I don't give a fuck if I'm the only one who knows it I know it I know it I'm here to enjoy myself I don't do this shit for no one else I'm staring up at this skyline Small town kid with no guidelines Here to make this whole city mine And be a billionaire when I'm fifty-five But right now I'm patient I've been so anxious I try to keep up good relations At the same time, so evasive I can't face my face to face when I face myself in the mirror Vision become unclear Reflection unfamiliar Looking back on those one way tracks How the hell did I end up here 2015 New Year's Eve like "What a year!" What a year to be alive, man It's my time to finally thrive finally shine I need more than my piece of pie I need peace of mind But I'm pissed off and stressing Miscounting my blessings Like All this misery got me feeling manic-depressive You can't tell me nothing It's not up for discussion And I think all my old habits have become self-destructive But fuck the repercussions My mind's become corrupted By mastering the art of eating hearts out with seduction Shits disgusting Maybe I just need to smoke one Because lately it been feeling like I get along with no one My minds gone I'm so drawn Held up in the moment But once I walk up out that door No telling where I'm going I'm going I'm going Yeah I'm really about to go in And I don't give a fuck if I'm the only one who knows it I know it I know it I'm here to enjoy myself And I don't do this shit for no one else Lone wolf mentality Cult of personality False sense of reality I've been drinking and smoking Waking up with different women but This my life and I'm living I don't need no one's opinion I make my decisions I've learned from my mistakes And I won't hesitate no time to waste and yet I can't fucking wait I can't re-late To anybody who's waiting on some big break Like oh god for heaven's sake I want to vacate with my family A big house for my homies I want walls lined up with trophies To block out all of these phonies That keep acting like they know me We light the fires, they all appear But I guess you don't know who your true friends are until that smoke clears My day's ones get what they want from me No such thing as lunch for free We all have a seat at this table It's almost time to feast And I keep getting better At piecing this shit together They saying I won't go diamond But i'm thriving under pressure, maybe Maybe, maybe Yo I just need to smoke one Cuz lately it been feeling like I get along with no one My minds gone I'm so drawn Held up in the moment But once I walk up out that door No telling where I'm going I'm going I'm going Yeah I'm really about to go in And I don't give a fuck if I'm the only one who knows it I know it I know it I'm here to enjoy myself And I don't do this shit for no one else