{verse}

It feels like an never ending cycle/always trying/

But never getting/keep on/motivating myself/

Constantly wishing/when something offer itself/ and make/

You think/you've made it/but we still here/dreaming/

Ten steps forward/get pulled back to reality/your flaws/

My reality/my pain/you ain't noticing/hide it/cuz no one/

Cares for it/thats what it feels like/fuck it/not really feels like/but rather yet/this aint none other/thats how my cards been delt /right/insecurities/sneak in between/no longer weakened state/my skin thicker/then six people put together/its a drag on drag on/letter/the hyphens/and spaces matter/cause when you say it/they only pay attention/to the penmanship/no fellowship/where bonding/through calls still accepted/still neglecting/while the signs all over the wall/stop fooling yourself/a carousel/how mixed up feelings/turn your day around/

My day ain't come/but still it feels overdue/like rain after sun/

{Hook}

The choices/that we make/aint no turning back/

No love/at my way/but still hold it down/

I know/you look up to me/can't stress that enough/

Just keep/on bearing with me/keep ya faith in Suss/

I know/that it's hard/things 'all better up/

Been trying/with this girl/no attention tho/

Sitting in/the lab/puffin on some cess/

In this/endless loop/feeling trapped/in a Circus/

{verse 2}

What you aiming for/is it the shoes/or car/

Or that never ending/one way traffic/call/

Mental zone/in my own lane/as i keep drifting off/

I rather hold my life/in my own hands/at the directors/

Board/hear me flow/been here before/

If i prolly said it/then i meant it/ain't no alternative/

Sincerely respected/i demand it/if not turned back/

Waste not want/just know that/i get Holiday Styles/

When you push the button/fuck/up/sum/commas/

In/the moment/ we living/just ask yourself/is being you/

What you supposed to be living/ain't no potion or liquor/

To bring you closer to triggers/i figure/if im obsolete/

Then maybe closer to riches/in a sentence/

The closest i ever had/my momentum/

But these bars are monumental/guaranteed/

A whole lotta/scrimmage/still throwing words/in a frying pan/

You’ve missed the lesson/putting words on paper/

And make them blend/is how i/accel/