Something I Could Never Be (feat. Wrabel) [Acoustic]

I wish I could be normal, but what does that even mean?

I wish I could be smaller, taller, and everything in between

I wish I could be patient, 'cause they say that it's a virtue

But I just want a quick fix, trade me in for someone new

'Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams

But when I wake up, I'm still me

Does anybody have it all? Can anybody set me free?

When the midnight falls, I turn myself on me

It hits me like a drop of ink, clouding everything I see

But if I'm being honest

All I ever wanted was something I could never be

Back when I was younger, doubt knocked at my door

Asked me if I'm worthy and filled my head with words

Like shouldn't I be stronger? And that boys shouldn't cry

If beauty's for beholders, could you lend me your eyes?

'Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams

But when I wake up, I'm still me

Does anybody have it all? Can anybody set me free?

When the midnight falls, I turn myself on me

It hits me like a drop of ink, clouding everything I see

But if I'm being honest

All I ever wanted

Is to be okay not being okay

Maybe it's right to go the wrong way

Imperfection is just perception

'Cause no one really has it all, nobody can set me free

When the midnight falls, I won't turn on me

I'm setting fire to the dark, lighting up the truth at heart

Finally, I'm honest

There's no love in wanting something I could never be

Something I could never be

Something I could never be

Something I could never be