Veils

Shake me awake I know the veils thin I hope we meet again Left the door open for you Let my soul break Know there's no going back It wasn't love like that I'm so nostalgic for you You lead me astray I'm chasing déjà vus Ooh I'm still mad at you Corazón de obsidiana I know we all afraid She the veil thin I hope we meet again Feel like it's been so long Since we moved on Needed no sleep 2018, summer at the mushroom park OD Found our pack we were pups no click Leave the homies always had me homesick Almost all had daddy issues It was beautiful that we weren't hopeless A little broken Kin been chosen Called me out on every misstep Watched my friends juggle drugs Few done flew away oh how I miss them Complicated When the world don't teach us how to love But love when we all addicted Mm Shake me awake I know the veils thin I hope we meet again Left the door open for you Let my soul break Know there's no going back It wasn't love like that I'm so nostalgic for you You lead me astray I'm chasing déjà vus Ooh I'm still mad at you Corazón de obsidiana I know we all afraid She the veil thin I hope we meet again Summer 2018 Or was it 2019? Or was it wintertime? Aww nevermind You looking good enough to treat Good enough to eat Come around fuck around With the funnest fleet Stuff the lungs with tree Lucky how we done found Alone time in this mob mentality Hometown heartthrob aw u rattled me Little interest till i'm gone with the cali breeze Big ol fish in a pond didn't matter Till i pawned my flesh & i spawned my salary Flew back home for a show & The hole that i left in my soul Is the width of the space that u hold Looking up at me from the front row And I still see you now How i saw you then & So you say Shake me awake I know the veils thin I hope we meet again Left the door open for you Let my soul break Know there's no going back It wasn't love like that I'm so nostalgic for you You lead me astray I'm chasing déjà vus Ooh I'm still mad at you Corazón de obsidiana I know we all afraid She the veil thin I hope we meet again 'Ion got time for your hot take Primo been telling me cáele I learned a lot off the runway Still making room for my bad days My pen keep their finger on backspace I give a fuck what they all say They throwing shade from a distance They fade in the distance like writing my last name We were Dumb kids I was breaking hearts up in abundance Made 100 racks before I dropped out while family my still had nothing Contradictions tear us all apart, beauty live in the silver lines If you told me You would stay Could you hold me Through the waves I'd love you Either way And I'm sorry We love, then you trust, and I run All my scars, all your fears, all we are When I'm home I still feel what it was Learning love alone, never enough