Blue Candour

Looking for another reason, I can't see

That everything is gonna be alright

Take away the negativity surrounding me

Go against the grain of my decline

When it's all that I see, all that I feel

All that I know how to be

Can you pull me out? Can you bring me back?

I used to live with such tenacity

Get me out of my head

'Cause all I see is the end

I've worn my fingers down

Wouldn't ask for help tryna climb out

But the novelty has worn right out

Don't wanna be here anymore

Stuck in the depths where I'm alone

You would never know, you don't let it show

And no one gets too close

To scratch the surface and see

The nightmares hiding underneath

Cover up with a smile

Pray they don't read between the lines

Or look too far into my eyes

Cover up with a smile

Pray someone sees between the lines

This is eating me alive

When it's all that I see, all that I feel

All I am and think I'll be

Pull me out, bring me back

Get me out

Get me out of my head

'Cause all I see is the end

I've worn my fingers down

Wouldn't ask for help tryna climb out

But the novelty has worn right out

Don't wanna be here anymore

Stuck in the depths where I'm alone

Stuck in the depths where I am

Looking for something more

I've never felt like this before

Can't help myself like I thought I could

And I've worn my fingers down

Cut me out

All I see, all I feel

All I'll ever be

Get me out of my head

'Cause all I see is the end

I've worn my fingers down

Wouldn't ask for help tryna climb out

But the novelty has worn right out

Don't wanna be here anymore

Stuck in the depths where I'm alone