Clean

It's a bird outside my window at 7a.m.

I am calling my mother for it go away

I've been watching some show on Netflix

But the time won't go any faster over here

My cat died last week, I am now depressed

He was my best friend, it's sad to say

I am 19, going through deep shit

I keep thinking who could ever love a girl like me

I got out of bed this morning

First time in a week

Only thought of you for a second

That's good for being me

You never called to see how I'm doing

Wish I could say I'm doing well

Brushed my hair with a nasty old brush

Hoping one day I feel clean

Cleaning you

Think I'm done, crying

I'm exhausted for feeling like a loser that's lost in my head

This is just like high school, drowning in a pool

Sometimes I wanna kill you

I hope you know that by now

I got out of bed this morning

First time in a week

Only thought of you for a second

That's good for being me

You never called to see how I'm doing

Wish I could say I'm doing well

Brushed my hair with a nasty old brush

Hoping one day I feel clean

I got out of bed this morning

First time in a week

Only thought of you for a second

That's good for being me

You never called to see how I'm doing

Wish I could say I'm doing well

Brushed my hair with a nasty old brush

Hoping one day I feel clean

Cleaning you