Reflection

If I knew then wat I know now

Shxt will be different

Stay N on my pivot make N different

Decisions

Old me didn’t get it had to learn

The hard way

In and out the streets from sleeping

In the hallways

Yea I lived the wrong way wake N up

In cold sweats coming from a dark place

Feeling like I’m rod wave

Trust N people that you call family

They all fake

Smile N in your face . . Behind your

Back they all snakes

So I move different everything is

Calculated

Trying not to beat myself up like

I master-bated

Took a lot of losses couldn’t keep me

Down

Hit after hit got up every single

Round

So I move in silence underground king

Of a family keep it quite **** get

Indicted

Back 2 back smoking paper planes

I’m the pilot

**** sending smoke in the air

It’s a riot

Chorus

Life like a movie everybody around me gotta part

Keep the dog on me since everybody wanna

Bark

I’m Sosa kill N tony everybody act N

Like Stark

Speak N homicides on these songs

Now the reaper up

Got so many stains on my top I

Ain’t grieve enough

Head of 3 families at the table I

Ain’t eat enough

Wifey by my side like my hands

Keep the heater tuck

Can’t go to church right now

Afraid of being judged

Now I gotta be a dik . .been piss N

On the game

Everyday I wake up dirt thrown on

My name

Im Different from other **** like my

Name Django

Wen it rains it pours got **** reading

Rainbows

Mob N like I’m Kennedy . . Only thing different . . is have N more enemy’s .

I had to make history

Im tired of this fake shxt living in the matrix . . mind sharper then

The blades you cut with filet fish

Chorus

I be with them **** that’s gonna

Shoot first

Have your family sing N melodies

Like a new verse

Hate the new love so I guess that’s why

The truth hurts

Gave **** Red Bull options .

X Your name out on the list . . Barnard hopskins

Wen I’m talking to alIah I hear

My angels speaking

I got shit N on by people who

Needed me

Since my daughter got murdered I

Kant cope

I been step N all through the mud with a

Rain coat

Still traumatized on what I seen

In life

Baby mother killed our daughter .

That was posed to be my wife

I Don’t want no sympathy recognized

Who here for me

Built for anything understand that

Was meant for me

Shxt I don’t talk about . . if I call you

My brother . . you stamp ain’t no fallen out ..

Did shxt for my own sake . . I’m on one . . Thank me later like the old drake

When I’m done . . GABOS