whatsgonnahappen2me? (sc mix)

I told myself

Bottle it up and let it rot to keep her around

I felt if she knew it still hurt

She'd be weirded out

So I waste my days away in paralysis

And pray, one day, somehow, I won't feel like this

But I'm spinning tires in my tracks

Trying to get back to how it was when we first met

But I don't think I can get there again

Don't know where I'm headed

I used to know, but now I'm not certain

I just don't wanna feel like I did last night

I hope your brother still thinks I'm a good person

And through it all, I promise I tried

What's gonna happen to me?

What's gonna happen to me?