Beyond My Control

Have you forgotten what it's like to make a

Woman happy? And to be made happy yourself?

I? Of course not

We loved each other once, didn't we?

I think it was love. You made me very happy

And I could again, we'd just untie the knot, it was never broken

Illusions, of course, are by their nature slight

I have no illusions, I lost them on my travels

We are fire cannibals, cavemen in couture

Refined, craving your hate, mediocre loves du jour

I love your sweet tooth, the taste is so pure

Leave me begging for the truth, dying for the cure

It's beyond my control

I'll bite my tongue until it bleeds

Until I swallow its souls

Sleepless nights wasted in dreams

It's beyond my control

I'll bite my tongue until I scream

Until it swallows me whole

We were never meant to be

It's beyond my control

The excitement of watching her betray everything

That's most important to her. I'm sure you understand

That. I thought betrayal was your favorite hobby

No, cruelty

Laying down in a bed of roses, inside a garden of eyes

A castle of being hopeless built on the backs of broken lives

Another chapter closes in sickness and in health

I see there's no hope left, we're just lying to ourselves

It's beyond my control

I'll bite my tongue until it bleeds

Until I swallow its souls

Sleepless nights wasted in dreams

It's beyond my control

I'll bite my tongue until I scream

Until it swallows me whole

We were never meant to be

It's beyond my control

It's that woman, isn't it?

You're quite right about that, Miss Kennedy