Lost In My Thoughts

Riding around, do not disturb Lost in my thoughts, thinking of her I'm over you, but it still hurts The way that I feel, can't put into words You said my loves not enough The older I get it gets harder to trust You said my loves not enough But what's crazy is I give too much How empty of me is it to be so full of you I was all for you I remember days when i used to say I was gonna give my all to you And I saw it through But I guess that the feelings weren't reciprocated Cuz you did me like Aubrey and left me jaded And your feelings on Kobe Them shits faded And I don't like the games So why are you playing Even though i saw all the red flags, I just ignored all that shit I sacrificed so much for this But you didn't fight as much for this I guess It wasn't simple but it was eventful We was friends at first so I thought you was special I let you in, guess I shouldn't have let you Cuz now we got history and I'm regretful I regret telling you the most Cuz now I can't trust anyone that gets close And I always tried for you But you believed people that lied to you And if I ever lied It was cuz I was lying next to you I kept it real Yeah I kept it real But I guess I'm still Riding around, do not disturb Lost in my thoughts, thinking of her I'm over you, but it still hurts The way that I feel, can't put into words You said my loves not enough The older I get it gets harder to trust You said my loves not enough But what's crazy is I give too much I gave you way too much I gave you patient love I paved a way for us Now I stray away from love I always tried for you I hoped we'd see it through I was so high on you But you didn't feel it too I wrote that first verse 2020 october That was a whole year ago It's crazy how I grew, yeah it's crazy how i'd grow Been through a lot of pain so I had to move slow Had to learn to love myself again Cut of fake friends Focused on myself And cut ties with these lose ends Yeah Now I'm making up for wasted time But I gotta say thank you Cause I'm grateful Cause through you I learned more about myself Like I can give everything and not expect nothing else in return I live and I learn These bridges they burn I feel like Jhené "None of your concern" I wonder if you'll get this I ain't gotta lie, I just gotta say thank you cause you provided me with so much Perspective Riding around, do not disturb Lost in my thoughts, thinking of her I'm over you, but it still hurts The way that I feel, can't put into words You said my loves not enough The older I get it gets harder to trust You said my loves not enough But what's crazy is I give too much I gave you way too much I gave you patient love I paved a way for us Now I stray away from love I always tried for you I hoped we'd see it through I was so high on you But you didn't feel it too