Easy Way Out

I'm terrified of sleeping alone but I can't stay where you are I don't remember what it's like here without you but it's time I start I don't want to But I still care what you you say It was killing you to watch me be happy I let you take it away I tried to make your words mean something That they never meant But I can't keep shrugging it off I can't lose anymore than I've lost I wish I'd left before You locked down Every easy way out Every easy way out I forget how it started but I remember how I felt Now it seems like I'm made out nothing when I'm all by myself Feel the air brush my face as I'm swept away With the last of the thoughts that I know I wont say I'm done tearing myself apart to fill the spaces you left I tried to make your words mean something That they never meant But I can't keep shrugging it off I can't lose anymore than I've lost I wish I'd left before you locked down Every easy way out Every easy way out I'm so tired of pretending that I'm not afraid Of you spinning my words till I can't think straight It's not even me it's a game and you can't stand to lose And I can't keep shrugging it off I can't lose anymore than I've lost I wish I'd left before you locked down Every easy way out Every easy way out