Trying

Coffee to come up, pills to come down Shrink on the phone, says breathe in Breathe out while she's sighing Lord knows I'm trying 'Cause there's a dark grey sky inside of my mind Say I'm great these days But I swear they can tell when I'm lying Lord knows I'm trying I'd like you to believe me Wouldn't blame you if you don't It's hard for me to see more than a few feet down the road 'Cause every day's one step forward and two steps back All the hours move slow and the years go fast But I'm finding my silver lining Lord knows I'm trying She says tell me what goes on inside of your mind I just wanna be let in time to time Then she's crying Promise I'm trying I open my mouth to speak But can't get the words out, past my teeth I'd like you to believe me But even if you don't I'll carry all this weight as far as I can go 'Cause even if it's one step forward and two steps back I've got a spark in my heart and one last match And I'll go down swinging with all that I have One day I'll find it My silver lining Lord knows I'm Trying La, la, la, da La, la, la, da