Loose Ends

I don't want to be a Facebook post

Signed by the ones I loved the most

Heartbreak on your Facebook page

A strange way to start your day

There's tallies on the walls on the inside of my fragile skull

It feels like I am counting down the days

Til"I love you"'s start to feel like celebrations

And not just loose ends for tying up

To minimize the blow of what is surely bound to come

I don't want to be a tragedy

Another South County"if only"

I fear I shouldn't say these things

But I'm tired of what tomorrow brings

There's tallies on the walls on the inside of my rotten skull

It feels like I am counting down the days

Til"I love you"'s start to feel like celebrations

And not just loose ends for tying up

To minimize the blow of what is surely bound to come

I lift my eyes to the hills

Where does my hope come from

Not from you, not from Him, not from anyone

I lift my eyes to the hills

Where does my hope come from

Not from you, not from Him, not from anyone

But I swear I'll try my hardest mom

'Cause I know I'm not the only one