In Your Hands

I'm not okay, I couldn't be if I wanted to

I try to save myself but I never follow through

I roll the dice not knowing the outcome

Blood sweat and tears down the drain I've had enough

Every time I fail,I look into the broken mirror

I see the other side of me, it doesn't like my sobriety

I bow my head and pray

Break my fall, catch my breath

I trust you in the end

Hold my life, in your hands

This is where life begins

I'm holding on, to things I don't need

Rip them out, make me bleed

Destroy the demon in me

I've been stuck inside a cycle of shame

Pointing the finger but I am to blame

The darker side of me, doesn't want me to believe

That hope can destroy the Demon in me

Break my fall, catch my breath

I trust you in the end

Hold my life, in your hands

This is where life begins

I'm holding on, to things I don't need

Rip them out, make me bleed

Destroy the demon in me

For so long I have been told

Don't try or stray from the mold

It's now or never, I'm held back

My soul needs more

Break my fall, catch my breath

I trust you in the end

Hold my life, in your hands

This is where life begins

I'm holding on, to things I don't need

Rip them out, make me bleed

Destroy the demon in me