Ugly Everything

As all of my aggression sets in

Shows itself so quietly

I opt to breathe and listen

Nod my head when I catch your stare

It's like I'm glued to this ugly ass chair

Ugly everything

Brought it up to Lydia on Tuesday

Guess what happened? Was that I was shocked and froze, and she said

"I don't know how you kept your shape

'Cause I'd have lost my shit and I'd have said things"

I'd have said things

I'd have said something

Turns out old doubt weeds out

All that I was, all that I am, and all that I'll ever be

We close in on regression, I'm idle

Classic me, I'm pacing 'round, from room to room, in spirals

"What will I do the next time I close?

Deconstruct? See passed my nose?"

It's like the walls are closing in

It's like it's all it's even been too

If I could get it through my head

Oh, not my head

Turns out old doubt weeds out

All that I was, all that I am, all that I'll ever be

Since doubt wants out, seems now's just as a good a time

As it has been, as it will always be

Turns out old doubt weeds out

All that I was, all that I am, all that I'll ever be

Since doubt wants out, seems now's just as a good a time

As it has been, as it will always be

Turns out old doubt weeds out

All that I was, all that I am, all that I'll ever be

Since doubt wants out, seems now's just as a good a time

I'll be alright, given I let it be