Cataracts (Hate Work Song)

I swear to God I've lost sight of who I am

But who I was is on the lamb

I've got to be the change I want to see, but

I'm blind to all the ones that care about me

You thought that you would bring be down

But I thought that I was stronger than

Your jabs and taunts, your thoughts

Your subtle twitch when you walk by

If you want to scream then let me know

These hallways make me want to scream

You come to me like I'm already always

Constantly

Messing up and taking off

But you are the problem not me

I don't think I'm ready, I'm daydreaming

I think I'd rather be lost

I needed something to happen

I swear I've lost sight of who I am

I was always the one to have things in hand

And you already had your plans to replace me

And maybe, you'd try and end it all

Now I thought that this time this was best

That my plan was gonna beat the rest

This time and everything was fine

I think I need another try

This life is only worth it if you make it

These hallways make me want to scream

You come to me like I'm already always

Constantly

Messing up and taking off

But you are the problem not me

I don't think I'm ready, I'm daydreaming

I think I'd rather be lost

I'd rather be sick and on the floor

Than wasting time spending mine

I've always felt ignored

I've always felt like you people look down on me

Look down on me

I'm ready for trial and error no time for repair

I don't know you, I don't know you

It makes me sick to forget that I was the best at something

And now I'm nothing

If you want to scream then let me know

I swear I've lost sight of who I am

But who I was is on the lamb

I've got to be the change I want to see, but

I'm blind

These hallways make me want to scream

You come to me like I'm already always

Constantly

Messing up and taking off

But you are the problem not me

I don't think I'm ready, I'm daydreaming

I think I'd rather be

Lost