Dead Flowers (feat. Freddie Joachim)

Never seen them hit the mic like this

Make my light shine even when I'm in the abyss

This is my time never gonna speak of this shit

Because my lifeline every time that I get to spit, uh

Never seen them hit the mic like this

Make my light shine even when I'm in the abyss

This is my time never gonna speak of this shit

Because my lifeline

I been falling on my ass think I need to get up

I been stuck all in my head but you get the picture

I can never get no rest I'm caught in the middle

I'm just never at my best when I'm not with you

I been lookin at these pics in the midst

Of wondering why I ever got you to fix

But I could never find it in myself to admit

Anything I ever did

So lately I been just getting pissed

I been filling

Voids for so long

I don't even know how to do it no more

Flat on my feet and I fall to the floor

Pain in my chest can't feel it no more

My head spinning

I been getting all the best visions

Praying my drops hit quadruple digits

Because I got nothing else to keep myself living

And I got no one here to celebrate with me

When I heard you on that phone call I realized that

No more

Will I feel the pain in my damn soul

Why should I water dead flowers?

You're a damn coward

Running from the shit you can't me out of

I know you thinking bout me in the late hours

I know you understand that what you did was foul

But I can put it on myself cause I just didn't doubt you

Should've listened to my head so I could be without you

But my mind is a mess

I feel stressed

I been under all of this pressure in my head

Been alone in my bed

And I dread

Waking up to the sound of my best

Intentions

Falling flatter than the spread on my bed

I'm dead

I'm dead