Chosen One

Yeah

You know it's crazy, like

I'on know

Life just

It get to you sometimes, like

Like right when you think everything going good

That's when it all fall apart

Look

Uh, I was taught

To guard your heart, don't let nobody in

Chosen one, I did it my way, I'on follow trends

She really had my heart, but promise I won't fall again

And if I hit it once, probably never call again

Probably never call again

I can't focus on your love, I need a hundred Ms

Girl, your love is unstable, the way you stumbled in

And I'on know where I would be if I didn't have my pen

Yeah, 'cause my mind drifts

I'm only sharing with the people that I grind with

Even if I trust you, I know love can get so blinding

And I treat my friendships like assignments

Inside

I hold

So much trauma that trembles in my soul

Inside

I hold

So much trauma that trembles in my soul

That's why

I know

I'ma survive no matter what this life throw

Nothin' make me break, uh, nothin' make me fold

I can't let the devil in, I'm up in my mode

Said I'm up in my, yeah

Said I'm up in my mode

Said I'm up in my mode

Said I'm up in my

At the bottom, my mind gone but my stomach empty

These **** frame it like they hate me, but it's all envy

They try to ask me how I did it, said it's all in me

I been praying Lord when the devil tempt me

I gotta deal with this baggage 'cause it's getting heavy

I told my mama, "Don't panic, I'll bring the family with me"

She know I'm cold with it, guess I'm the rarest breed

I'll probably laugh 'cause it's your loss if you choose to leave

Tryna ease the pain but it feel, mmm

Going through some things but I

Look, I'm feeling stuck

Every night fill my cup

Every night I smoke the pain away, I'm

Done with the games you play

And I been gettin' to this bread, it's time I fade away

I tried to tell you things

Tried to show you your worth

But when you focus on your problems, it only get worse

Inside

I hold

So much trauma that trembles in my soul

Inside

I hold

So much trauma that trembles in my soul

That's why

I know

I'ma survive no matter what this life throw

Nothin' make me break, nothin' make me fold

I can't let the devil in, I'm up in my mode

Dear God, please protect Jamiah

I know

I pray to God that you look at people who walked out of your life

And say it wasn't because of me but because God saw something that I didn't

I know

Remind them how far you've come and how resilient you are

I pray to God that he continues to bless you with such wisdom, with such faith