pouring rain

I'm not easy now, baby

Change my mind up on a hairpin turn

Yeah, I say I'm sorry too much, baby

I have some trouble putting myself first

You say you see the constellations

I just see the stars

You draw them out with your finger

I still don't know where they are

That's why I love you now, baby

It's why you can't stay

That's why sometimes I stand in the pouring rain

So I can drown in something other than these thoughts

And sometimes I cry, but I'm not ashamed

I'm not ashamed

Can you keep me now, baby?

Could you love me with my heart like stone?

Chip away till you break me

Take me in when I can't get home

Even if you opened up to me

Said how you feel

I've never been that somebody to let my scars heal

I could lose you now

I'll get dragged if I don't let go

That's why sometimes I stand in the pouring rain

So I can drown in something other than these thoughts

And sometimes I cry, but I'm not ashamed

I'm not ashamed