Reality

This whole time I thought I lived reality when it was fake

So now I'm stuck here in life with my heart right on a stake

I'm so fucking clouded in emotions it makes me feel so lost

I can't even run away from the pain cause it just keeps catching up

I don't wanna live in a world where I sit and burn

I don't wanna keep going if I'm making all these wrong turns

I just wanna do right I'm tired of doing wrong

I don't wanna die but I know it won't be long

I was stuck in a dream that I wish I could've seen

Seeing you get hurt really makes my soul start to bleed

I can't forgive myself for all the sins I've caused

Kill me now, lock me up and just let myself fall

I don't really wanna wake up to all this

All these fucking thoughts start running in my head

I just hear her voice start screaming in my head

Cause I know she just wants to see me dead