NOTEPAD

I wish I could just go back

And I never felt so bad

I'm trying, but you know that

I'm making scribbles in my notepad

I never saw a reason

I could think of every way that I fall flat

It's tearing me to pieces

If you wanna play with my heart, then just go ask

(The forest holds secrets beyond comprehension)

One thing my momma told me

A bad decision is when you're lonely

I been mixing the love with codeine

You know the way, then baby, show me

You know my life, ain't even know me

The whole time I've been playing the phony

I took his deal, now the devil owe me

Hit the brakes, you can't ever control me

I wish I could just go back

And I never felt so bad

I'm trying, but you know that

I'm making scribbles in my notepad

I never saw a reason

I could think of every way that I fall flat

It's tearing me to pieces

If you wanna play with my heart, then just go ask

I ain't ever been one to waste time

But it's pretty loud as it comes up the Grapevine

I would of just thrown me to the waste side

I would never admit that I had a great time

Telling me I got talent, boy, that's a great lie

I been fucking me over right at the same time

I remember my momma told me to take time

You're not the type to playing up the same side

It always ends up bad for me, it's sad to see

I gave you my heart, and you hold that

An everlasting fantasy, or fallacy

I'm trying my best to control that

I wish I could just go back

And I never felt so bad

I'm trying, but you know that

I'm making scribbles in my notepad

I never saw a reason

I could think of every way that I fall flat

It's tearing me to pieces

If you wanna play with my heart, then just go ask

I wish I could just go back

And I never felt so bad

I'm trying, but you know that

I'm making scribbles in my notepad

I never saw a reason

I could think of every way that I fall flat

It's tearing me to pieces

If you wanna play with my heart, then just go ask