Strange a.M.

I can feel the adrenaline on an empty stomach

Don’t take calls at the moment

Old ideas of romance mixed with an influx of shame

Should I take up smoking again?

I believe I deserve it – the harm from burnt tar in my lungs

Now I barely feel anything

Don’t know if I’ll feel anything at all ever again

It’s strange A.M.

Now I can’t cry for anything

Don’t know if I’ll cry for anything at all ever again

It’s strange A.M.

Look at our tangled necklaces we left a reckless mess behind us

Let’s take it apart, link by link

It’s so easy to hit send

Thought I was good but I’m the worst of them

Forever changes, forever changed, forever in my mind

Now I barely feel anything

Don’t know if I’ll feel anything at all ever again

It’s strange A.M.

Now I can’t cry for anything

Don’t know if I’ll cry for anything at all ever again

It’s strange A.M.