THE COLDEST

I'm back on my bullshit, I'm back on my own

I never listened to what I was told

That's why I'm doing everything alone

And I am known as one of the coldest

And I am known as one of the coldest

(Uh huh, let 'em know)

I'm back on my bullshit, I'm back on my own

I never listened to what I was told

That's why I'm doing everything alone

And I am known as one of the coldest

And I am known as one of the coldest

(Hold up, hold up, hold up)

I never been one to care about a bitch

That's hating on me but they haven't done shit

So I can't associate with the brother

That's always comparing success of each other

It ain't a competition if you're crew

So really your biggest enemy was you

How you gonna tear me down because I do something you could never even pursue?

You want me to downplay what I'm doing

You want me to stay down

Keep my foot in my mouth when you aim down at my business

But now I'm committed to making you witness

The murder of it 'cause I heard of something that you fucking said

Now it's curtain, wasn't ever nervous bout it but I surely doubted

You could be so fucking stupid but you found a

Way to disappoint like you always do

This the point that you surely knew

You weirdo, scaring all the hoes

Ain't it clear though? Everybody knows

You were only kept around because of me

How the fuck you gonna bite the hand that feeds?

Egotistical, nobody wants you

Now through the pen it's gonna haunt you

They want me to chill but chilling I never known that

All I know is heat, I burn 'em and won't go back

Everybody clutching their pearls and they hope that

I will never touch the heavenly gates so that

I could never be forgiven I keep writing

So they can see the reason a sinner will not lighten

All I've known all of my life is keep fighting

So I will never come correct or get right man

I'm back on my bullshit, I'm back on my own

I never listened to what I was told

That's why I'm doing everything alone

And I am known as one of the coldest

And I am known as one of the coldest

I'm back on my bullshit, I'm back on my own

I never listened to what I was told

That's why I'm doing everything alone

And I am known as one of the coldest

And I am known as one of the coldest

(Hold up, I'm not done yet)

All that I've ever done is keep it real

All that I ever wanted was to feel

Something but anger took over myself

I never needed anybody's help

So you can get cut off like it's nothing

Brother, Sister, Mother

Father, 'nother Cousin

Granny, Aunty, Uncle

My dog, a day oner

Chopping them all up like it's Benihana

I don't do talking, I don't do the drama

Only do the walking if you wanna start up

I'm Tony Hawking, from a trick I skate

Like Christopher Walken, get your hair sprayed

By the clique, now I'm making hits

I ain't ever got to take any shit

Back to run amok, back for my revenge

Back to show you what dedication is

They want me to kill it so fuck it I'm gonna murder

Anybody feeling a way about it get hurt too

I'm free falling, I cannot recall when

I become awful that I keep resorting

To blowing up everything like a suicide bomber

While I got the devil stalking me like Dahmer

He wants to eat my heart up, no problem

All I've known my whole life is darkness

I'm back on my bullshit, I'm back on my own

I never listened to what I was told

That's why I'm doing everything alone

And I am known as one of the coldest

And I am known as one of the coldest

And I am known as someone that's soulless

You won't get through to me so no approaching

A sinner won't come correct with these verses

I'm in the final stretch of this sermon

Bathe me in holy water, I'm burning

Save me a spot in hell that I'm earning

Nothing's new to me with this pain

I've been conditioned from a young age

You won't get through to me in this rage

I've been a victim but it's okay

The coldest heart will melt in the flames of

Hell but it be too late for John Kramer

I saw no way out when I cut my skin

It's why I flinch when you touch mine

Do your worst to make me feel anguish

Feels like no one's speaking my language

So I never bother don't say shit

And they wonder why I can't take it

Blaming myself for getting left

Ain't it a bitch when you hate yourself and can't change it?

Everything you seem to now touch

Become's corrupted, look what you've done

Nostalgic for a life you can't have

Your innocence is long gone my bad

My ignorance in thinking I can

Find happiness will show me I can't

They want me to find myself but I won't 'til

Curtains are closed, I'm hoping that God will

Show me the ropes or take off my blindfold

Holding me close until I get dragged down

I'm going coast to coast but can't find my reason to live in anywhere I find

Least I can do before it is my time

Is tell the truth before the day I die

I'm back on my bullshit, I'm back on my own

I never listened to what I was told

That's why I'm doing everything alone

And I am known as one of the coldest