No More Pain

I'm trying to do something big here I was meant for this I can't quit What's the point of dreaming big If you don't support it You should be proud of me Not doubt me I'm taking a risk here I'm putting it all out there And I'm happy If I disappear I'm sorry I ain't ditching your party No need to be salty But my work is hardy If everyone's dream came to wish It wouldn't be as hard as this It's a sacrifice I'm willing to give I would never tell to you change what makes you live So why you tell me to switch And wonder why it's hard to forgive Cause when death was the mish I changed my vizz I felt to small In a world to big I ain't trying to make it quick Would manifest in the mirror as a kid This is as clear as I get You form your opinions About what I do For a living I knew I had bigger visions And missions to be giving This is more than spitting What's the point of dreaming If it's for your image We two different like men and women We can either sink Or start swimming My light was dimming 9-5 for a minute I'm pinning pushing to my limit I'm enjoying the journey From the beginning My story is different Dreamed of this since infant But had no commitment Afraid you'd think I'm not sufficient your views don't make a difference Except The more i get the more you listen So I guess it isn't Just a mission That I'm driven It's Your decision If I'm a musician But i trust my intuition Reminiscing Of a kid with premonitions Of what I envisioned To Cure my condition A beats nutrition A mic magician Every song an audition Another addition Increasing cognition a lyrical technician I don't need your permission To hit with precision Look at the transition A 6 speed transmission I'm shifting Bars like pistons Everyday I'm working Promoting my position Never needed tuition To get what I was getting I need debt Like I need regret This song is a rep A lyrical threat From not even making it yet 23 I reset I do suggest What dream I should nest in Security I'm guessing I'm Trusting my message I'm sending My minds the only loan I'm lending I'll break the bank Before I'm bending Inspiration is never ending Reach for the stars Then they act like they in charge When they feel small Don't mean you ain't large They can't guard Your heart The target is mark I'm marked My aim is to smart So I bury the harm Put away your remarks The work is the start You'll get better More clever The end is never You control your lever No pressure You'll get there whenever Stay center be the aggressor We ain't chasing the evil lesser We miracle measure A life professor In every semester I ain't a jester Joking with my gesture Your compliments enter Can change the weather Of someone's storm forever We climb the ladder together We can climb faster If we pull up whoever I care I can feel it in the air Me vs you I ain't here to compare I wanna repair Life ain't fair There is no despair I bare it all when I fall You see me lost I saw I feel raw when I roar I'm looking for more Than I did before At peace instead of war Our mind is violent Feeling compliant Global warming Ain't climate You find it When your heart is winding The violence is silent The sun is shining No rewinding We move forward I got four words I love you all With no terms But We can take turns That's what I learned Love can be stern We stand firm For what we believe in I ain't scared of the deep end I'm leaping I'm working 7 days my weekend Doing what I love You'll see what I become There ain't another one among Us that's where I'm from You be you I'll be me That's lifes beauty you see I'm on the mic And you be the beat So when we come together My songs complete I ain't here to compete With anybody but me But I need you to inspire Cause when our feet grow tired And we feel no desire They can feed the fire Bring you back to what you require Cause there's no solo in my choir Lets see what transpires All I want is to be a man you admire No ego required I ain't better than no one If you need a bone I'll throw one No mansion I don't own one Celebs I don't know none Except for those who found their freedom a man who lends a hand Who has none A shirt off your back when you don't have it Do something nice with no cameras for action What happened to being genuine For better reasons than acting I'm spieling words for you Not Spielberg I'm trying to save your hurt Not tik tok work I ain't trying to be a jerk But imagine a camera in your face When you feel a disgrace A subway for home base Cause you never found your way No dreams to chase Cause you sleep on the pavement What you doing is nice But that makes a bigger statement They a human not caveman A rock for a pillow arrangement And you think a bottle of water for 10 million views is saving Go back and have a conversation About opportunity to be amazing Let them know it's on them for making Whatever they want in this world go take it But here's some food to get you through Was this for me or for you God damn I guess I do it too