A Letter

It's been a while now since I could raise a pen

And feel my heart beating

I woke up from this poison to see the world

Instead, I had lost you in it

When I sewed my eyes and reached

Into the night looking for the same melody

Replaying my memories

They hurt my fingertips

Chasing away ghosts so that when I'm alone

I could stick my fall

I know when time goes it will hang the phone

Before the sun sets low

An ocean of rye with its brightened glow

Wavering slowly like farewelling to the world

But I wouldn't leave at all

Right here I found my soul

But there's no way to turn off this feeling

I don't deserve to get caught in between

Some day I should be reacquainted with your reality

Without my shadow haunting me, mmm-mmm

The colors I see

Are never meant to paint withering roses

But why would I explain myself again

To another sunrise without the moonlight by my side

Laughing at my own jokes

Will it soft the blow for when I let you go?

At my own one man show

I never had to know that it wasn't real at all

No

Leading different roles

So much has changed, like I've never known you before

Waiting by the door

Were the mistakes I never had a chance to make

I hesitated but pain will fade

Oh, there's no way to turn off this feeling

I don't deserve to get caught in between

Some day I should be reacquainted with your reality

I'm spiraling down

For now, just let me be

Turn off this feeling

I don't deserve to get caught in between

Some day I should be reacquainted with your reality

Without my shadow haunting me

Someone will tell me

The colors I see

Are never meant to paint withering roses

But why would I explain myself again

To another sunrise without the moonlight by my side