Kill the Guilt

I wanna live in a state house when I get old

To remind me who I am

I wanna fall in a river in my clothes

And when I get out say “that was cold”

I wanna freeze our bodies in a tank

In a thousand years we’ll come back

I wanna sleep on nothing and hurt my back

So when I heal I feel better

Life’s a ditch already

If I can make you happy

I’ll feel better

Cause I can wish for heaven

To kill the guilt I’m wearing

That won’t change it

How did it get so heavy

Nothing matters, I’ll feel better

If you do

I wanna say I’m sorry mother earth

For all this warming kiss the dirt

I don’t have to, but I want to

I wanna gamble money, gamble life

Join the circus, kill some time

I don’t have to, but I want to

I wanna do some good things,

Before I die, start a garden

To give more life

Life’s a ditch already

If I can make you happy

I’ll feel better

Cause I can wish for heaven

To kill the guilt I’m wearing

That won’t change it

How did it get so heavy

Nothing matters, I’ll feel better

I’ll feel better, I’ll feel better

I’ll feel better, I’ll feel better

I’ll feel better, I’ll feel better