I uncle phil-ed my shit, I had to grow up quick

I tried to shield them **** from all that grown up shit

I feel I failed, falling short of what my bro had did

I feel I failed, fucked up, and now I know that shit

My sister tried to kill herself and I was busy getting pussy

Therapy didn't work, so I dropped it to play hooky

But they still look up to me, keep bout a buck 50

If they still love me, why the fuck would I care about somebody who mean nothing to me

Talking that shit, my brother dealing with so much I had to park him and sit

In his feelings about somebody who don't really give a shit

So when I think about being bothered about my past, I got to take some time to exist here

Sorry I'm not sincere, so sorry I don't care about your feelings or your needs

Cause what I need is that stand still, stuck on that damn hill

I'm trying to find my own path, I'm sorry for the fact I kept running

I don't wanna run no mo

No mo' mo

I don't wanna run no mo

No mo' mo

This life is so cold

Cold, cold

I need therapy for this shit, Look

Aye, I had to witness beatings, mama laughed like it's comedic

I'm hiding all my tears, bottling up all my feelings like

I can't let them see me cry no more, my eyes be swole

Lit, had to lock that door, man, shit

Can't let them lose they hope, so behind doors I let off some steam and smoke that smoke

Man, fuck, shit

Ayy, but when I'm done, wiping all them tears and ready to go and have some fun

Putting on my mask while they playing in the sun

Thinking I'm a funny guy, but I wanna run from this shit

So innocent, should I just quit, fuck all this shit

Making me sick, cops ain't done shit, making me sick

Let me just vent in peace

But I don't really wanna

I don't wanna run no mo

No mo' mo

I don't wanna run no mo

No mo' mo

This life is so cold

Cold, cold

I don't wanna run no mo

No mo' mo

I don't wanna run no mo

No mo' mo

This life is so cold

Cold, cold