Lately, I've been feeling I need time out

Go away to free my brain and clear my mind out

I got some people that I love, they unalived now

Addicted to the Adderall and Vyvanse, Amy Winehouse

R.I.P. my father, I take a trip to Naija

Searching for my roots, I go to Lagos then to Ghana

Low vibrations in my thoughts but never suicidal

Play with my daughter or my niece, you R.I.P. and I'll down ya

If I start taking amphetamines, I might go back to downers

I'm getting sick of Houston, city filled with out-of-towners

Japanese denim, 'bout to do a show in China

I really need some therapy but never make the time for

'Cause I can't tell a cracker what my **** kill and die for

Malicious thoughts just like a terrorist

This street shit was inherited, can't share it with no therapist

I miss my brother and my pops, on Instagram I post and sharing it

I miss the Act', I miss the wock, I fell in love with Tris' and married it

Got a call from Lil' Jordan, locked up, ain't seen him in a minute

He sound grown on the phone

He more mature, his mind different

He told me straighten up and stand on business

Stay out the bullshit, keep my tunnel vision

Granny, Mama, brother, sister, children, it's a bigger picture

Then he asked me about a lawyer for appealment

Doing fifty years for a murder finally starting to hit him

Getting older up in age

Doing birthdays in the cage

Funerals, can't see the grave

Send him money, his mama stole it, that'll drive a **** insane

Visitation, talking through a glass, I still feel his pain

Tear drop tattoo, the only way he shared his pain

Fuck a psychiatrist

A convicted felon for murder

Gave me motivation to change

Lately, I've been feeling I need time out

Go away to free my brain and clear my mind out

I got some people that I love, they unalived now

Addicted to the Adderall and Vyvanse, Amy Winehouse

R.I.P. my father, I take a trip to Naija

Searching for my roots, I go to Lagos then to Ghana

Low vibrations in my thoughts but never suicidal

Play with my daughter or my niece, you R.I.P. and I'll down ya

If I start taking amphetamines, I might go back to downers