verse 1

blacked out blurring my face

hideaway

tripping on words so laced

holiday

no one else can feel me like i do

no one can abuse me like i do

chorus

blacked out blurring my face

hideaway

tripping on words so laced

holiday

no one else can feel me like i do

no one can abuse me like i do

verse 2

blacked out

breathing in haze

all the way

feeding on lies so spaced

runaway

no one else can feel me like i do

no one can abuse me like i do

chorus

blacked out blurring my face

hideaway

tripping on words so laced

holiday

no one else can feel me like i do

no one can abuse me like i do

this song isn’t about self medicating. this songs about disliking yourself so much to the point you feel high. it’s about being such an anxious wreck you can’t even hold a conversation with someone without your head spinning and feeling nauseated. self hate is one hell of a drug