Rendezvous

And I am, I am afraid to meet myself when I'm old

And I am afraid to meet someone else than I thought

From there I can see

How my past was strung on a string

But from here I can feel

How the fear demands to be king

From here I can't see

If my future's hollow inside

I can only ask for the following day

To be on my side

And I am, I am afraid to meet myself when I'm old

And I am afraid to meet someone else than I thought

And I know it's time

To take my life in my own hands

And not to wait

Till life takes me by the hand

And I know it's time

To decide if the pain should reign over my life

And I know that all this will take time

And I am, I am afraid to meet myself when I'm old

And I am afraid to meet someone else than I thought

And I am, I am afraid that being afraid is a sin

Because it makes me wait till forever for my life to begin

And I don't wanna wait till forever for my life to begin