ワッツ・ゴーイング・オン (feat. キーシャ・コール)

Why didn't I see the signs? I was too busy getting high

Running up the studio smoking dro, writing rhymes

Too blind to notice my abdomen was growing

Having sex without protection, now my belly is showing

Nobody knowing, me and my boo tryna decide what to do

He bugging like, "That's a little me inside of you"

It ain't cute and I'm scared and I can tell he worried a bit

Still we proceed to getting weeded and straight ignoring the shit

My jeans don't wanna fit, every morning hurling and shit

I had to tell my family, I knew they all was gon' flip

And his was happy, thinking he was about to be a daddy

But I knew it wasn't true, even though we both wanted it so badly

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can You hear me Lord when I'm calling? Please forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel? The situation is real

I never wanted to let you go, baby, we'll meet again I know, baby

We love each other madly, so much to gain, so much to lose

I'm in pain, your mind frame change when you the one that gotta choose

Take a walk, step in my shoes, thinking negative thoughts

Politics, shit shift quick when a doctor says it's positive

It's a life living in my body

But it don't gotta to live, it's up to me but if I keep it

What the fuck I got to give? I mean I'm still young and I don't really have shit

And if this **** up and leave, then my child'll be a bastard

It's drastic, nobody really understands me

My mom don't give a fuck and neither does the rest of the family

They like, "Remy you can't afford it, you expect us to support it"

I feel my seed's apart of me and I don't want to abort it so

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can You hear me Lord when I'm calling? Please forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel? The situation is real

I never wanted to let you go, baby, we'll meet again I know, baby

I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities

Shit, where would I be if my moms got rid of me, I'm so stressed

And I'm under a lot of pressure but all I need is the remedy

To make Remy feel better

I knew I couldn't win, so I chose to forfeit, it's a shame

Over four months and I'm in the doctors office, I swear to all I love

I wanted to leave and wait five more months

And birth the child that I conceived

But I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday

Because I realize boy or girl, I wanted to have you

Don't be mad at me, how it is is how it had to be

And any pain I put you through is all coming back to me

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can You hear me Lord when I'm calling? Please forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel? The situation is real

I never wanted to let you go baby, we'll meet again I know, baby

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can You hear me Lord when I'm calling? Please forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel? The situation is real

I never wanted to let you go, baby, we'll meet again I know, baby

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can You hear me Lord when I'm calling? Please forgive me, my baby

How am I supposed to feel? The situation is real

I never wanted to let you go baby, we'll meet again I know, baby

Tell me what's going on, I know what I'm doing is wrong

Can You hear me Lord when I'm calling?