Is this how it ends?

Lying in bed talking to a cheap tape recorder instead of my friends

In bed with a low grade fever

They wanted to know how could I leave you

I can't tell them that

It might sound like revenge

Some things don't need a payback

Some things are sure

Some things you can't feel safe about

Where do I start?

I was waiting for my head to clear up

I thought I was smart

I'd find the answers in time

But the answers I find aren't what you wanna hear

They're not even close

Some things don't need a payback

Some things are sure

Some things you can't feel safe about

Some things don't need to clear up

You got that

I remember good things like the van breaking down

I sat on your lap in the auto repair and you touched my hair

While the heavy drops rain on the pavement outside

Don't take revenge, just let it lie

The easiest thing is if you just let it die

Don't give me a chance, you don't owe me that

Don't follow me out

I'll think you're coming for some payback

Some things don't need a payback

Some things are sure

Some things you can't feel safe about

Some things don't need to clear up

You got that

Why did I leave?

How long did it take?

It could take forever

But some things don't need a payback

You got that

You got that