October

October

This is when I feel low

But I didn't try to know

The meaning behind the snow

You think I will lay low

I tried to let it go

The heavy things up below

Can't lift it up anymore

Now you know it's October

It's that time that I felt

Like a leaf that just fell

Crying can't be seen, when nobody cares

Yeah, that's what I've felt

They play as the victim one

Do you think I'm fine now?

I get accused by the things I can't even do

Yeah, you're the victim one

Running away far far away just to get out of this mess

I just sit and regret from what I've done today

The windows have shut, can't get out, hopeless I'll pray

I get up to check the time, you'll know when it will be

October

This is when I feel low

But I didn't try to know

The meaning behind the snow

You know I will lay low

I tried to let it go

The heavy things up below

Can't lift it up anymore

Now you know it's October

I wouldn't think it's funny

When you made the floor so muddy

You'll know what I mean if you felt the same way

Yeah, you're so funny

You tried to make me suffer

Embarrass me in front of others

You're so lucky everyone got your back

Yeah, I don't fake nice unlike your mother

Get bullied so easily

It's normal wouldn't it be?

You all shame all of my appearance

Yeah, just trying to be me

I don't need friends if everyone is like that

As if I'll do something better than that

You haven't seen all of myself been like that

But I know for the fact that I'll never be like that

Running away far far away just to get out of this mess

I just sit and regret from what I've done today

The windows have shut, can't get out, hopeless I'll pray

I get up to check the time, you'll know when it will be

October

This is when I feel low

But I didn't try to know

The meaning behind the snow

You think I will lay low

I tried to let it go

The heavy things up below

Can't lift it up anymore

Now you know it's October

October

This is when I feel low

But I didn't try to know

The meaning behind the snow

You think I will lay low

I tried to let it go

The heavy things up below

Can't lift it up anymore

Now you know it's October