airstream

I wonder what I'd do if I could get the time back, would I

Be wise to write to you and tell you all my secrets in that

Leather journal that now sits inside an old box on my shelf

I thought of burning it

I couldn't

I wouldn't

I wonder what I'd see if we peeled back the layers of that

Confusing memory, you said you hated that I couldn't

Read your mind and be exactly what you needed me to be

You promised clarity

You couldn't

You wouldn't

I wonder who she is, do you play banjo on your porch and sing

Of all your wild dreams and hold her tight at night inside that

Little airstream that is full of dusty ropes and cams and slings

I would have loved you for a lifetime

I would have

Oh, I'm not mad at you

Oh, I'm still sad it's true

Tell me how was it so easy for you

Oh, I'm so mad at you

You tore my heart in two

Tell me how was it so easy for you

I wonder what I'd do

If I could get the time back, would I