realized

Used to think that life's a b*tch until I found out how to live it

I was scared of taking chances I was stupid I admit

Lotta people told me lies I was a fool when I believed 'em

Momma hated when I rested now I fully understand

There's no joy here at the bottom you'll be happy once you got 'em

Flipped a couple switches on and off to get me going

Lost a couple friends and that's a lesson now I'm growing

I just had to take the road that everybody else ignoring

Now I'm on the road I'm just sticking to the code

I ain't letting anybody drag me down into the cold

I got done with being bored I just wanna move forward

All this loneliness I'm feeling got me talking straight to God

If you invite me at your table don't start judging how I eat

I know the value of a plate 'cause I've been starving in the street

My heart is cold 'cause where I'm from

The rich don't wanna share the heat

So I've been balling on my own I know you all relate to this

Ay I'm happy-I'm just kidding I've been sad and you all know that

Communication skills I have in store my god they're so bad

Adapted living happy I keep looping back to sober

Feels like every step I'm just standing on a landmine

Someone help me I'm in need I really need someone to hold

Days are getting hotter and the nights are getting cold

Need somebody that gon' stay right by my side till we get old

If this is just a story it's the truest ever told

If you invite me at your table don't start judging how I eat

I know the value of a plate 'cause I've been starving in the street

My heart is cold 'cause where I'm from

The rich don't wanna share the heat

So I've been balling on my own I know you all relate to this