Die on the West Coast

Stale, numb

Beating corpse of a symptom

Hide out

In the hallway

You, my choice

When I didn't choose to feel anything

Try

And do it on my own

Oh, I feel dead

Never admit you pretend

Fentanyl rush

Who kicked the door down

Not from the exit

Chasing the gunpowder, I fell right in

Under the shower the flower forgives us

Denying everything, seasonal drain

I never wanted to die on the west coast

Tame smoke

Tighten the grip on the cellphone

Hang up

Livid star

Magnify the defects that strangle my heart

In between the solstice we fell apart

Lie, laying your head on my chest

Oh, if I fail

Cigarette ash on the bed

What does it cost?

I couldn't save her, empty the garden

Can you forgive me, the way that I've been?

Hell could be easy if time could release us

That which controls me will take you away

I never wanted to die on the west coast

Never to hold you again

Die on the west coast