Goodnight

Man, I'm tired I don't know what it's feeling like Been a real long time since I been alive Said I wrote my song when I'm feeling right But I'm never doing better I'm not feeling right Sad you want my heart, like it spitting light When it seem so dark, I can't spend a night Cuz I brought my scars to the bigger fight I'm not living right See, I lost my cool Seem so strange, now I seem so rude Heart's gone black, like a drained out pool I don't wanna ever put the blame on you But it's not my fault, and I wish it was Not me anymore, don't remember when I was Say it's all because I don't wanna feel no more But it just won't fade, see the pain just slows It's getting stronger every second I'm alone Know I told the truth this time Cross your heart and I hope you fine I know we haven't spoke in quite some time But you know sometimes That I hold my phone hoping Ima read the line You gon be fine Why I'm looking for a sign? When I write down what's on my mind? Getting hard to deny that every thought I'm putting down has gotta be Devine Yeah, Look at my design I'm one of kind and so are you, man Take another look at all the bullshit that we been thru yet we will Still stand strong (Still stand strong) Still go head (Still go head) With everything that's been going on, I'm gonna stay till the end cuz I will Still stand strong (Still stand strong) Still go head (Still go head) Your whole life is ahead of you, don't waste it all in your head Wish I stayed asleep in that bed I'll toss and turn like a rotary 666⁰ in my head Red hot, like you light a bowl I should keep the peace in my head I should keep a piece in my hand Cuz I don't know what's been going wrong Demons speak to me from my friends Just give it up? Man fuck that Y'all can suck on my nut sack If you hate on me, you my enemy I will speak the truth till I die You gon hate on me cuz you hate yourself Eventually, the pedigree you standing on, it's gon melt Give a fuck about what you dealt Now I'm back to earth I can see that we all been cursed I can't keep the peace, just let it burn I can see that we can't learn I can see that we deserve nothing but the worst Give a fuck about what you heard Give a fuck about if you turn You gon see the way that you earned Every second thought of a better life Take it all, you gone pay the price Truth be told, you done bet a dice Would you risk it all for this life? I bet you would kill your brother just to get good Ima leave you numb like I should I'm not sacrificing not a damn soul, I'm just focused on the life I live in like You could never be the villain right Convince me that I'm not feeling right Getting even, Ima get a light When I set it off, it's like I'm winning right? I can tell that I been getting right I can tell that Ima kill the mic cuz I Still stand strong (Still stand strong) Still go head (Still go head) With everything that's been going on, I'm gonna stay till the end cuz I will Still stand strong (Still stand strong) Still go head (Still go head) Your whole life is ahead of you, don't waste it all in your head I won't waste it all in my head You won't care at all if I'm dead So just what's the point of me tryna prove that I got all of this love for you? That I got all these thoughts flowing true? That I got all of these remedies for a broken heart It's unknown to me Temptations hurt when depending on things That's just gonna leave All is falling faster than the leaves Crumbling it all just from the breeze If you take your time to just believe I can always guarantee That if you take the time to just breathe You will always succeed Ain't no way you will just subceed Ain't no way you will just be beat Turn The Table, got it on repeat Can you feel the words that I speak? If you don't, then let me know Cut the record off, and just let go Wish you luck when you on this road I should've known you would let me go But I will still stand strong