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Looks like I'm awake Got tear stains on my pillow case Yesterday is yesterday But today is today And I don't feel so great The blood starts draining from my face The moment that I start to think About all the things that I'm avoiding But then a simple phrase comes to my brain And makes it all feel better Oh so much better Some day I'm gonna be dead So dead Time to get outta my head And worry just a little bit less Some day I'm gonna be dead So dead Time for me to get outta bed And face the existential dread (what?) (Some day I'm gonna be) I feel like nothing I'm doing is right I feel like lately I'm wasting my life 'Cause I got no direction Always second guessing Every day I waste a little more time Maybe the moment has come and it's gone And everybody is moving on Can't stop obsessing I'm living with the tension Of wishing I could be what I'm not But then a simple phrase comes to my brain And makes it all feel better Oh so much better Some day I'm gonna be dead So dead Time to get outta my head And worry just a little bit less Some day I'm gonna be dead So dead Time for me to get outta bed And face the existential dread (Some day I'm gonna be) (Some day I'm gonna be) Some day I'm gonna be dead So dead Time for me to get outta bed And face the existential dread