Living Mistake

Im feelin rough

So don’t wait

I can’t control

When im awake

We don’t agree

What can i say

Wish i could be better

Than a living mistake

You’re starting shit

I don’t like it

But i’ll take the hit

Instead of fighting

Every time i scream

There’s no air enough

Every time I hate you

A kiss feels like a punch

Nothing is as good as it seems

Nothing is as good as your dreams

Nothing is the same as it used to be

Not tryna be who we used to be

Do you know me now?

Cuz i have changed

Our eyes don’t lock anymore

Who’s to blame

I’m trying everything

What can I say

Wish I could be better

Than a living mistake

You’re talking at me but I’m

I’m not here

I’m sorry for my tendency

To fall back into fear

I'm trying to surrender

I want a different fate

Wish I could be better

Than a living mistake

Nothing is as good as it seems

Nothing is as good as your dreams

Nothing is the same as it used to be

Not tryna be who we used to be