Is this how it feels when satan cries?

I've been thrown in the dirt, when they spit on my grave

Fuck how you feelin', ain't feelin' the same

They claim that they real, they throw dirt on your name

But fuck what they say, they ain't livin' this way

Woke up today like the fuck is my brain

Black magic book with a blood in the rain

Suicide thoughts got this thing in my brain

If I end it tonight, will they remember my name?

Break open that swish, and trust me fuckin' up my liver

I've been deep down in that liquor

Cocaine lines keep gettin' bigger

Sick of rats without the filter

Keep your bitch, 'cause mine's still thicker

Off these drugs that got me sick

Without these drugs I'll be sicker

Let me rest, let me die

Think I need to clear my mind

Take my breath, let me fly

Is this how it feel when satan cry?

Let me rest, let me die

Think I need to clear my mind

Take my breath, let me fly

Is this how it feel when satan cry?