Hiddenseasons

I know the feeling, where nobody knows my name I've been the broken, and the cripple I've been the sinner, and I've been the saint I've danced upon the tension A place where water and wine collide Wondering if I've been rejected And wondering if I've been left behind And It may seem in the moment Like everyone is chosen And you have been pushed aside These hidden seasons Are hurting way too much I don't know where I'm going, But I know you've always been Close enough I've been the begger Selling all I have to get by I've been the rambler, and the gambler And Its left me empty each time And I've been cut open Painting my scars for the world to see I've been the headline of the summer Wondering what people think when they see me