Want to Want

Selfish desire

My burning fire

I try to blow it out but it will never leave

A constant pressure

That I won’t measure

I think i’m melting in the mold you made for me

I try to fight it

I put my heart in

To making my morality leave

I cant escape it

I have to face that

I’m not the girl you need

Not gonna blame you cause it’s not your fault

Not gonna blame me for wanting it all

If only you could see I wish that my heart wanted more

I want to want the kids I want to want the house

I want to want the things that you need right now

I’m never gonna be the girl you need right now

Don’t want to be the girl that looks good at your sIde

I want to chase my name I want to be mine

I’m never gonna be the girl you need right now

It hurts to face it

But you’ll replace it

You’ll wonder why stayed with me all of this time

Two different people

I think in days while

Your thinking ten years down the line

You ever think through

What I might want to

My compromises suit you all the time

And if i don’t go

I’ll always hold that

Over your head each night

I want to want the kids I want to want the house

I want to want the things that you need right now

I’m never gonna be the girl you need right now

Don’t want to be the girl that looks good at your sIde

I want to chase my name I want to be mine

I’m never gonna be the girl you need right now

My hearts speaking

Silent secret

Won’t apologize for wanting to have what’s mine

No remorse for

Wanting more

Won’t sacrifice what I love just to be by your side

My hearts speaking

Silent secret

Won’t apologize for wanting to have what’s mine

No remorse for

Wanting more

Won’t sacrifice what I love just to be by your side

Don't want to want the kids don't want to want the house

Don't want to want the things that you need right now

Your never gonna be the guy I need right now

Not gonna be the girl that looks good at your side

I'm gonna chase my name its going to be mine

Your never gonna be the guy I need right now