Lost In My Headspace

I don't know if i should feel attacked right now or if i should

Feel intact with who i am

Or if I'm running from the truth again

And i don't know if i should fear or if i should fight my head

Pour another one pour it till the thoughts can't lie anymore

I don't wanna be alone again with my mind

I don't know if i can take these feelings anymore

They're killing me

And i don't know if i can fight or if i should just give up

I'm breaking down

And i don't know maybe im just lost in my headspace

My mind

What if that's all?

What if i fall until my death and that's it

What if that's it I'll never speak and I'll never know how it ends

What could have been

Is it really me or was I never here

Never really checking out the windows

Or the stove again

I guess it was all play pretend

Cause I'm in a fucking fairyland

And Im here with all my best friends

And we're having such a good time but it's not right

I don't wanna be alone again with my mind

I don't know if i can take these feelings anymore

They're killing me

And i don't know if i can fight or if i should just give up

I'm breaking down

And i don't know maybe im just lost in my headspace

My mind

Text or call if there's someone watching out of for my window

You don't even have to check the stove

Or make sure all the candles are put out

You don't have to try at all

I just wanna be

I just wanna be perfect and beautiful

Until I'm in my mind again

Again, again, again, again, again (Again, again)

Again, again, again