Am I insane to try to fit in this game?

And make a mark so the world'll always remember my name

Do I have what it takes to be raised forever in fame?

Or has this all just been a dream that I will never attain?

Lately my head is inflamed

Can not think

I'm drained

A dry sink

Look up and speak to the friend who remains

The sky's pink

Asking God to give me strength to keep walking when I'm weary

Then I get hit with a blessing and I know he hears me clearly

Alhamdulillah

Grateful for everything I've been given

Ironic

Instrumentals I kill em to make a living

Iconic

I know that I can be and I can see it coming like a prophecy

But maybe it's still gonna take a minute

I have never been

One to follow suit do what I got to do

To prove myself

Time after time, this is not a fluke

I wanna be a sign and proof

If you just believe that you can then you can

I got something to achieve and

I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones

I know I'm not crazy

It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate

I know I'm gone make it

Cause I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones

I know I'm not crazy

It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate

I know I'm gone make it

I know I'm gifted I'm different got something special to give

Don't wanna hold any resentment nearing death in my bed

I pray to be on my last breath with a smile on my face

Cause I attempted this forever and eventually did

I mean, look how far I came from my first appearance

That's dedication motivation man that's perseverance

From freestyles to high school on the way in the morning

To Sway In The Morning

I wanna burst in tears look in the mirror and tell myself "I'm so proud of you"

But I'm not even close to satisfied

Tyson Fury knocked down twice this ain't your average fight

Stand back up, give it everything I have inside

And roll with it, pass the dice

Cold as a pack of ice

Tell me who is half as nice

Growing up I lacked advice

Listened to my own intuition and made a sacrifice

Either follow suit and be another pawn

Or follow my heart and be remembered forever when I'm gone cause

I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones

I know I'm not crazy

It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate

I know I'm gone make it

Cause I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones

I know I'm not crazy

It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate

I know I'm gone make it

And I know I got a lot to do

Now I gotta prove

I am not a fool

Gotta move

Not about to lose

Not an option to

Got a bruised heart

Many times I felt insane inside

Lost so many loved ones and promised to keep their name alive

So this for Alex and Skyler this is for Zach

For my Khalto it kills me to know you're never coming back

Long live my cousin Omar long live my cousin Moe

I know you're sending me your energy I feel it in my soul

I swear to God that I won't let you down

Man I been lonely I don't got a lot of friends around

This music always been there for me through the thick and thin

So I can never put this pen or put this pencil down

And thank you Steph you always held me down

I got a keeper I know

And to my siblings and my parents see you when I get home

I pray I put a smile on your mouths

And you can brag about the way I made the family proud

I gotta do this now

I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones

I know I'm not crazy

It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate

I know I'm gone make it

Cause I can feel it deep in my soul and down to my bones

I know I'm not crazy

It don't matter how long it take gotta follow my fate

I know I'm gone make it