Totally F*****g Fine

Pacing a hole in the living room floor

What good is a holiday if you're already bored?

Nobody's picking up, looks like nobody’s home

Nobody cares I exist anymore

What would you do if I handed you a list

Of people to call up and people to dismiss?

And I could stay here, and you could go fix it

I could just keep to myself forever

Feels like shredded glass down my throat

Shivers down my back and through my clothes

Their bodies, not mine

Their bodies, not mine

I'm totally fucking fine

Digging around in your frenemy's past

And sharing their business when nobody asked

What is the deal?

What hole would you fill if everyone stopped in their tracks and paid attention to you?

You got your smile and your affluent friends

High school reunion, everyone's so impressed

You've conjured a jury of agreeable ones

Anyone to tell you, "You’re the best, you're so much fun!"

Feels like shredded glass down my throat

Shivers down my back, through my clothes

Their bodies, not mine

Their bodies, not mine

I'm totally fucking fine

Pacing a hole in the living room floor

(Yeah, something like that)